Friday, November 11, 2011

Sin


Repentance comes at last...Thats what people says. But in God this happened to teach not just one person but the coming generations. The family that gone to this situation is blessed for they were chosen to be an example for souls who never had undergone FORGIVENESS. Let us remember that we were born along with sin. Without Sin..JESUS will not be sent here on earth and get crucified to SAVE us. We may not be able to have a Christmas Eve. We may not have known Jesus. We may not have known how to FORGIVE how to LOVE. We may not have known GOD's LOVE for us.


Its like when theres a "Blacksheep" in the family he actually the person who have a bad name but in GOD he actually the one who takes it all to freed the rest of the family. So when you know someone who is struggling, congratulate him, because of he was chosen to save the rest of the family members. The struggles that the blacksheep in the family is going thru is so deep, unmeasurable, our mind cant reach and understand. But if we see it in how and why it is, but if we only will open our hearts and minds on it...if only we can see the BIG PICTURE we will understand. Parents will not be freaking out, Parents will not take it as a headache Parents will not consider it a nightmare. There wont be a blacksheep anymore but a PRECIOUS OFFERING. Had you ever known of a JANITOR FISH a SHOCK ABSORBER they are all the same as the BLACKSHEEP. They may look UGLY, They may have spoil the picture or event but They were there to show the Beauty of others compared to what they represents. How will we know BEAUTY if UGLY doesnt exist? How will we know TALL if theres no such thing as SHORT? How will we know BAD if theres no such thing as GOOD? How can we differentiate one thing from the other without the others existence?? Simple as that. May Parents after reading this realize and will never treat your child that way again..the child that is always a HEADACHE to you.
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The Bible

 

Way back years when I knew of a home without a Bible I couldnt believe it...how a man and woman made a home and a family without owning something special inside the house thats been the reason why we are all here today.... till earlier this very date when I visit a bookstore I dont know what I was looking for my eyes roam around varieties of colorful books different issues new and old but nothing interest me...then without even thinking what I was doing I walk towards the saleslady and ask her if where the Bible is....she immediately answered "No. We don't have that book" and again I couldn't believe they don't have one...I still searched...and guess what! I found one. I couldn't let go of it. I checked it to see if the pages are complete. It was the first time in my life I walked inside a mall without buying clothes or anything to eat but trust me...It made me complete...It made me contented. On that very moment all those people inside the mall haven't felt what I was feeling that time...many were hungry for taste of good life buying things to make them comfortable like new pillows new living room showcases and talking to a car agent...good restaurants eating to well-known food chains inside the mall...good living talking to realty agents...good food busy doing groceries trying to get something thats new in store...I see all of them and I feel I was the only one who wasn't there to live life on earth. I told myself these people are busy...like in a competition....like in a race...like theres no more tommorrow...I was once when I got amazed of what this world can offer....but Im glad after the mist...in my 33 years I finally could see what I was once doing....Im proud to tell the world I finally bought something that my heart and soul so long wanted to have and own...while walking out from that worldy amazement Its all clear to me now...its not all about making money and not all about having fun....its all about the FATHER the SON and the HOLY SPIRIT.

3 Filipino drug mules executed in China

What happened in china in this very day is devastating as to what happened in japan.


I am a mom...count me out as a filipina..I could hardly imagine how strong the very last minute of being mother to your child...surely they will miss you a lot....very much :(   ...but know after being in jail and having sleepless nights while you are behind bars and being in a foreign land or executed for lifetime imprisonent is like a living dead...

Nothing is better than going HOME ...

God Bless you are at peace.
Let the hands who took your life know our LIVING GOD.
Let GOD Do the rest.

Endless Quest (Restless Soul)

Q:
Had you ever came to the point that you feel like you are having an ENDLESS SEARCH?
And that you don't know what you are searching for?
Or that you thought you already had searched everything and you thought you already have what you needed and yet there's still missing..theres still an emptiness..a big Question Mark?

Its the point in your life that you finally is realizing that you needed something that until this very moment you still cant find it..

You already have given something to flatter yourself..
Something for your body..the clothing lines..
Something for your face...the make-up and retouches and maintainance and etc..
Something for your stomach...food...
Something for your future..education, goal, plans
Something for your family...shelter, clothing, food, and even leisure

And yet with all these something...SOMETHING is still missing in your life...

Why is that? and What is that!

You already have reached everything..that's what you think...

I got a friend who got everthing a person would want to have...

An education...he got a degree and get a good job on that..of course with that he can afford everything he wanted to have.

A business...

A Family...

Leisure...

But still an endless quest and search is there that he could not fulfill..reasons why they find it in a third person...reaons why a family is broken...they thought wifey dont have it anymore...

He actually had given everything he can get in this world...but he actually missed the very important thing he is supposed to have in this life...

Something for his Soul...

The THIRST

The HUNGER

That he had taken for granted....in a very long time now...

Life

My life started after the adversities. It’s when the world itself opened up with mine. It’s when I see much more what skin shows. It’s the what life is all about. Wisdom is neither learned nor gained its actually a seed that’s been there ever since our existence. Like a typical seed it needs some watering and sunlight for its growth in order for us to unlock all the answers that we are needing to survive. A lot of people think it’s all about making money. When death came your way your money can’t do anything it doesn’t even shed tear for you. Neither your money will miss you. Money is just a thing, a thing thats use in exchange of what you needed. Totally a dummy not even a good friend. It’s sad to know a lot as in aged people as well as youngsters still don’t know what really life is all about. You may have been a good child, a successful professional, a good husband, a good worker, all you did good was all for your family and family alone. What about others? Like GOD who had given every goodness you have right now. Some says there’s no God. Ask evil and it even recognizes GOD. In this world there’s only two way the good and evil as well as like the other like cold and hot. If you are intelligent enough to study about this, then you better be intelligent enough to know you are in the state of denial.

When did you know life? Is it when you know of God or vice versa. I may not be able to be a part of your life but after reading this I might have given you some ideas and who knows what it will do in your life sometime now. It shows some of me not all of me. I can be the worst person, a nightmare, worst enemy its every human nature. But I can be your good friend. I am stubborn person but I got a lot of patience when needed. I chose to keep my struggles as much as possible thats how strong I am. My weakness is others. I am weak when I see other peoples struggles, it tears me up inside. I dont care spending my last penny to save souls. That I almost forget myself. What do I deserve? I am yet to know. I’m only 34.

Do you really have a heart to take all of these?
 Can you stand in storms?
 Do you consider and reconsider things?
 Can you connect?

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Age discrimination

After 13 years of marriage and being separated for 6 years I was 17 when I marry conceived on my debut year. After having 6 babies now and failures in in marriage and a relationship with an american it was just a day ago that I went trying to get a job. I once opened my portfolio checking all my diploma and transcript. Everything just came back to me. Making my first resume was a hard task for me. I even hardly remember the year I graduated and years Ive taken classes in schools I went. I asked my self "Will someone hire me". Thinking of the fact the word "hiring"

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

"A day to remember, A Hero was born" Part One

An Ambassador of Goodwill
A big heart, God's Child, a dearest daughter, a sweet wife, a loving mother, caring sister, a dedicated and sincere person. 
When I hear my ex-husband asked “Can you get me a pair of new white shoes pls , here is a thousand”. It was used for the motif of my dear sister-in-law’s  funeral on that day. First thing that came to my mind is Ate Edna. Something inside me that pinches my heart, I remember Ate Edna.  At the Adjacent side of the room I felt her presence and the presssure of those heartbreaking word. No one can ever give him another pair of shoes. Though its been long time since we last separated from her half-brother  and from the family the ties remains I was the sole witness of her love to the people and her family. The love and dedication she have is never said to be taken for granted. How she runs out for someone inside the family who got a simple case like flu is the same concern she had for her patients. One time when she woke up and just got out of the room she used to greet us how are we and if we have eaten already then after knowing about another health  case inside the family she did not bother herself getting a breakfast first before entertaining she immediately run towards us and sit and listen and consulted then run back to her room (as if she was in the emergency room in a hospital) to get medicines inorder for me to take the meds. Eversince I see this woman I see an angel. I can't take my eyes off her she is like having a charisma that comforts people, that makes us attend to her and listen. Again tears was squeezed out from my heart, tears that tells how we will miss her”. I am just a sister-in-law but to her she considered me a real sister just like she considers every person who consulted for her help a part of the family. That she wanted to save.
Yes, Eddie Morgan is right when he said “ You could never replace her”. He was her patient for 10 years said “ she saved me twice”, once when she treated him after a near over-dose in prescription pills and again when his appendix raptured. He said “ I can’t think of another doctor to replace her. “You could never replace her”. “Dra. Edna Almaden Makabenta” A popular  Filipino- American Medical practitioner well-loved by the community, her patients, family and friends. She was 49 years old a good wife and doting mother of three, whose life was inanely ended at the prime of her life and peak of her career. She was the doctor who's life ended on the spot in her examination room in her office Monday 12th of January in Las Vegas Nevada. Before it happened she kept on saying “I will go home in January” that’s why everytime I went to my father-in-law to visit and asked permission to go home he always  clarifies it again ” Where are you going home?” though he knows where I am living. I answered  “ at home” then he will insist again to asked “where?” with a voice that needs clarification. I was trying to grab something  then finally I answer” I will be going home to Lapaz”. By then he said with a contented heart hearing it” That’s what I want to hear you have to clarify what home you are talking about”.  On the late afternoon 12th of January a man whom I usually see inside the family occasions came and knock on my door  telling me “Tatay asked me to come and tell you Ate Edna is dead”. I couldn’t understand that but I know what ‘dead’ means. I was speechless for a moment. The only thing that comes out from my mouth is “Why” then  I started crying.